Nine to Eleven

I very much dislike the time between 9pm and 11pm. I'm supposed to go to bed at 9 since I get up at 5 to meet the kids at the front door. This is very rarely how it works. Usually I fuss and fidgit until about 11 when I force myself to lie down. Then , being exhausted a mere 6 hours later, I go back to sleep once the kids are settled in. If I do stay up to take advantage of those precious productive hours before the whole house erupts in chaos, I end up napping all afternoon. It pretty much comes down to guilt which is why I dislike these two hours so much. I feel guilty for the entire 120 minutes. I'm a master of guilt.